(and why are you saying that? )

i love u tooooo

long short story, i'm not trusting him
but he trust me,
i'm jealous like hell

jealous why?

idk... like
if he finds someone better
someone who's not jealous
who can do everything he wants
who is more... submissive ? idk
he's sexy without even moving a single finger, and i'm just me
this creepy little guy who talks to much and is too much to handle i guess
so he forced a distance between him and i
and he was pretty mean idk why
so... i'm at my house and he's at his and idk what he's doing and he freaked me out

he told me he loves me when we were in nyc tho

you're not gonna go anywhere with the "what if" babe

you're you and you're great, more than great even ?????

and he knows it, otherwise he wouldn't even bother with you... i don't think he's the guy that sticks around when he's not interested

i know that,
i truly know that he's not gonna go cheat on me
but i don't know why, it's like a disease through my veins, i can't help it
and he told me something hard to get but i think it's true