is that because of me...? 
cause you defended me? 
i’m so sorry madi  
he’s gonna come back to you.. he told me he loves you

don't ever say it's because of you
don't be sorry, you were the victim here, i will repeat it forever to put you that in mind

but
i told i thought it was rape and... he's gone mad
really mad
and i don't know where he is
and i'm terrified of what he could do

it's been like thirty hours i didn't sleep
i can't

or even eat

he blocked me so i can't talk to him
he promised me to come back to me but i'm terrified

do you want me to wait with you? come here, get something to eat madi, please

he took the keys, he didn't mean to but i'm stuck and
for real
i want to be here

to smell him, to feel him everywhere in this apartment

but he loves me
he will come back, right ? he'll come back