that was is lies who put him in this place at first. so don't think this is your fault. it's not. you are the victim in this situation (and i don't blame him, it's just.. maybe it's for the best)

i'm starting to feel the same but.. idk.. i still feel this emptiness when i think about him

it's normal, you loved him for so many years

yes.. i guess that's why i kinda felt bad about the idea of loving someone else

you don't have to feel bad. be happy, that's all

i'm trying to, with him i feel like i can. i'm still scared but i try not holding back

i told him about you, you know..? a lot

oh ?

i told him you were my sister

i wish i am