he was a kid, and he used his own nephew. and he blamed himself for it.

don't you blame yourself if you were in his position ?

i can't understand how he felt/feel but it's probably hard

i know.

and at first, i didn't want to understand. i told him he was an egoist. that he kept things from me for his own confort

he cried.. so much. it broke my heart.

and then he told me ..

he loves me, yeji

... can you be with him after.. all of this ?

the good question is.. can i push him away when i still love him ?