Maybe if the timing didn't suck that bad... but right now is def not the time for me to take a leap of faith with anyone

Yeah cause that's the thing.. I'm "anyone" or "a sweet girl" to you... maybe "a good fuck" too ? and even if it's hard to like someone who doesn't feel the same way... feeling anonymous... that hurts like a motherfucker...

The fuck are you talking about?

Just because I don't want to try to be your boyfriend doesn't mean you're nothing??

Idk... that's how I feel... I feel like you couldn't care less if I was or wasn't in your life...

But you're a great guy nonetheless.. and I really appreciated spending my birthday with you... and your friends are so lucky cause you seem like an awesome friend...

If you really think that I'm that much of an asshole there isn't much I can do for you Eris. And sayin I'm a good guy right after doesn't make up for the fact that you clearly think I'm a jerk.

I don't think you're a jerk..

I just feel like me in your life or out of it doesn't make any difference to you.. And that's not me saying what or who you are... This is what I feel like... dispensable to you...
But I'd love to be wrong.. and if I'm not, that's ok too... you're not an asshole for not wanting every ingle person you meet to stick around...

I told you I didn't want you to be hurt and that's what you get from it? That I don't care if you stick around or not? You must be fuckin kidding me or something