it's not that! you can talk about him.. D, what kind of a boyfriend would that make me? i'm just hm.. you know. you had all your first w/ him and.. u r my first for everything and.. what if i am not as good a boyfriend as him? what if i do not make u as happy as he did? what if i suck in.. u know and he was all that great guy w/ u

I don't want to talk about him if it makes you feel that way

and yeah... I made great memories with him but all your first times with me are also my first times with you... and it's love that make those times special... so it doesn't change a thing in the end. Plus I already told you're the perfect boyfriend for me but you don't believe me, you never do... Do I look like I'm lying ??

he's important to u, it's like... i was asking u not to talk about ur brother, i can't do that.

u never lied to me.. i'm not saying u are, i'm just really insecure that i may seem like the perfect boyfriend but in fact, im not and it's just a matter of time that u find it out?

you see... that's exactly what I'm talking about

is it so hard to trust me ?

i trust u D! i trust u and i love u ç

then stop thinking you're not good enough or that I'm not happy and everything you just told me because you're wrong !

okay..